Same Old story…
happened again…
1…2…3…4…5th one?
This one hurt the most…
Why do they always choose them instead of me?
I never be good enough…
sometime I feel like I’m nothing…
Another same story..
Breaking my Heart again…
Over and over again
God… tearfully I asked you, I’m begging you…
Please stop these pain…
My heart hurts…
It hurts
Like a stab in middle of My heart…
Thousands stabs in my heart…
My heart bleed, but I didn’t die…
Why didn’t i Die?
I’m alive with a hole in my heart…

Sweetest Goodbye

 

Goodbye My friend,

It’s been a fun knowing you for this past 3 years
Always thought that you were my best friend
I guess you didn’t feel the same way
I’ve been a fool for believing that you are my best friend
I’ve always try to be there for you
Cuz’ I thought that you were my best friend

The Late night calling
The text messages
and All other little things I do for you
Cuz’ I thought that you were my best friend

You’ll only find me when you need something
You’ll only find me when you want something
You’ll only find me when you are down
You’ll only find me when you don’t have anyone else to turn to
I realize this for quite sometime
But I’ve tried and tried to ignore those facts

with one single hope

That you would just care about me
Just a little, just as much as you are to your other friend
Is it too much to ask?
Considering things that I do for you, Is it too much to ask?
I didn’t think so….
Think about it…
You treat me like shit…
I’m a fool for thinking you would change
I’m tired of all this…

That’s why I’m Letting you go..

I’m letting You go my Best Friend

Although It’s hard to Let go someone that you cared about

But I’m tired….

I’m tired of trying to understand

I’m tired of waiting for you to change

I’m tired of trying to work things out

GoodBye my friend
Goodbye…

Valentine day..

What a lonely Valentine…

I wish that there will be a guy that will bring me roses and take me to candle light dinner

This year valentine without  a date >.<

But it’s not so bad i guess…

I went out to dinner with couple of my friends.. that was kind of fun!

Have a test tom. I gotta study… ciao